Just Go Into The Next Room

maintaining the ordinary facade
postpones the inevitable scene
But I wish I were strong enough to take it
So someone could comfort me.

This all seems so unneedful
But I can't ask
if this is real
he's so damned stubborn.

I see no end to this
out of body sorrow
that isn't me
ouroboros swallowed girl
shaking like that
I can't feel it
watching someone else collapse.